keep on going!

I am starting a new day. I feel fresh and full of energy. (I did not drink any energy drink) which is good I believe. Right now my closest goal is finish my high school. I am having some problems. Maybe everyone has it. Procrastinating our homework. I have many assignments that are overdue. I need those assignments in order to be done before the end of the school.

For some reason I have this idea in my mind that when I have so many time in a certain project it end to be nothing or late, which I have been experimented in a few opportunities. S0, I think the first I should do is to take this idea out of my head because it is causing some issues to my developing. Then I would try to... wait up minute. I'm not trying to. I am to do this assignments and by the end of the school year I must be done.

I always says " Today I will be trying to finish all my assignments to be ready, no worries about it. I have do so much. It is stressed to me. Today, I would starting to finish those assignments. I have to start working. Because it is like water in your hands. It goes slowly through your opening and when you notice there no more water in your hands. I should put more effort and what I do. I have this education. Many others would like to have one. Good thing I have one I should be putting my self into. There no reason why I should not be doing what I suppose to. I have everything I need to be successful: family, love and friendship.

In the other hand my I know I should have a better communication with my father. It was part of my goal. When it comes to buy a gift for him because of the Christmas time and his birthday. I was in the store, I asked my girlfriend for an idea. She asked why does he like it. I could not come with a good answer. I realize I need to have a better relationship with my father.

I am afraid to lose him and not able to talk to him. I been trying to approach my goal. So far I am trying to approach my goal. He told me some good stories about him. They were unknown to me. It is really interesting. I did not know some part of his life. It is pretty interesting. I will keep working on that. Just like my others approaches.

Perhaps my plan or not

I don't know what is going on I would like to make some big changes. So many thing going on right now. I should have plan. The thing is that I feel like I am not going anywhere. I feels like I am still stocking in the same place. I think that my life is not going no where. I want to do so many things at the same time. But something is missing in my life. Life is not right to me. I don't know if I have a plan or not. I just know that I need the way I am living because I think this is affecting the way I am thinking. Things are not coming nicely. I am getting worried for something I shouldn't be worried about.

I need to make a plan. I need to change my life. There so many ideas I want to express but some reason my fingers seems there not working. It seems that my fingers and my head are not working as a team. I think that parts of my body are desconected of maybe I am disconected from my life. I used to do things. Now I don't do it no more. Why? I asked my self. Waiting to know the answer to my question. Why I am doing this? I wanna answer this question. Why I am not having the same inspiration I had before.

I am hearing the click of the keyboards from others people. This is making fustrating myself because I hearing typing. Looking my self at the screen. Looking what I have done in the past minutes. I trying to write as high school student must be.

Maybe is not what you are expecting Becky. Having people like me. Not writing a lot as much as others students. Maybe that is not what you have wanted. This is the beginning of my year and I think it affect me gettting the new year almost sleeping. Maybe it is something of my head that I need to make it go away. It is weird I am feeling strange. Maybe it is not the right assigment Becky was expecting to have.

I hope to be better tomorrow. I should that the way I am trying to be. I should be more responsible in what are my actions in my life. I need to start doing what I supposed. I won't say no more. I should be starting it.

"For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's
words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning."
-- T.S. Eliot

I think that everyone gets exciting in getting started a new year. It is like starting a new page in your life. New goals for following year would coming along. I think for some people feel unacomfortable when they tend to finish certain part of your life. I think that this only means that it would the beginning for something else.

During my break I think I get enough sleep, but still sometimes I had to wake up early because I had to work. Good thing I have one. I went to see a play I think it is call nutcracker, not sure really but it has to be with a nutcracker. I was pretty cool. It was a musical play. All characters were wearing tremendous dresses. There were this little girls that were mini mices. It was very funny to see them. I like the way they danced very professional. By the way the musical play was in some part of downtown of Minneapolis.

I also went to a posada. It is went the Marry is giving birth to a Jesus baby. We had to walked into differents places asking for a posada. This is like for asking for a refugee to stay. Finally, we got the "posada", we get into the church where they were more people waiting. They make some dances. After that, they were giving food, cakes, bread, coffee, and soups to warm you up. After being outside for certain amount of time. It was fairless.

The most funnest thing was to go snowboarding with my girlfriend. We also ate a lot of food. It was so yummy. But still eating, all my favorite food was there. Iressitible.

I think the way we change our lifes would helpful in the future. What your started today would be getting fruits later on. I don't like being changing my life into a new way. So much things going on. I don't know where to begin or even how to begin...